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I cry out to you, O God, but you do not answer. (Job 30:20a  NIV)


In the Bible we often read of people “crying out to the Lord.” But what does it mean to “cry out”? Does it mean to express oneself demurely to God, with polite restraint using the well-worn, time-honored phrases of the conventional prayer meeting? Or do the worlds “cry out” suggest more the sort of sound a man might make whose legs have just been caught up in a piece of machinery? “Surely God will save you from the fowler’s snare,” sings the Psalmist (91:3). A snare is a leghold trap, a contrivance designed to catch an animal and hold it until it dies of shock or starvation, condemining it in the meanwhile to hopeless struggle and horror. Is this not the sort of situation that might bring a human being to the point of crying out?


There is no true prayer without agony. Perhaps this is the problem in many of our churches. What little prayer we have is shallow, timid, carefully censored, and full of oratorical flourishes and hot air. There is little agony in it, and therefore little honesty or humitly. We seem to think that the Lord is like everyone else we know, and that He cannot handle real honesty. So we put on our Sunday best to visit Him, and when we return home and take off our fancy duds we are left alone with what is underneath: the dirty underwear of hypocrisy.


Why do we flatly refuse to bring real emotions to our prayer meetings? Do we think that the public humbling of ourselves before the Lord should always be a pretty and an enjoyable thing? Do we think the Lord is only honored so long as our own public image and personal dignity are in no way compromised? But the truth is just the opposite: only when we ourselves are prepared to lose face can the Lord’s face begin to shine through. It is for Him to exalt us; our part is to humble ourselves. “If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land” (2 Chron. 7:14)


Even  in our private prayers, let alone in our public ones, we Christians have a way of tiptoeing around the throne of God as if He were an invalid or a doddering old man. But who do we think we are kidding? The Lord always knows exactly what we are feeling. He knows all there is to know about us. There is not a shadow of doubt or anger or hate in our hearts but God sees it. So why not just lay all our cards on the table? Real prayer is playing straight with God. If we have never cried out to the Lord, perhaps it is because we have not realized the true horror of our situation. We need to be careful that we do not grow so preoccupied with maintaining our spiritual equilibrium that we regard it as unseemly to cry out to God.


At bottom, probably what we are most afraid of in prayer is that no answer will come, and that then we will be left worse off than before. But true prayer has two parts: first there is the crying out, and then there is the waiting for an answer. If we are the sort of people who insist on having instant answers, then we shall certainly lack the courage to cry out. Though we might continue to go throught the motions of prayer, we will have given up on the real thing.


Towards the end of the book of Jeremiah, the nation of Judah was on its last legs. It had been conquered by the Bablyonians, and most of its people had been led away into captivity. Only a small remnant was left under the puppet governor Gedaliah. But when Gedaliah was assassinated by a rebel, suddenly even these survivors were in peril, for everyone knew that a brutal reprisal could be expected from the Babylonians. So what were they to do? What they did, surprisingly, was to go to the prophet Jeremiah and beg him to consult the Lord for them. Furthermore, they bound themselves to obey God’s Word no matter what. Their situation was desperate. They were crying out. Jeremiah agreed to pray for them.


At this point, we read one of the most astounding understatements in the Bible: “Ten days later the word of the Lord came to Jeremiah” (42:7). Imagine! Ten days later! Who could possibly wait ten days under such circumstances? Did the Lord not understand that this was a dire emergency? After ten days, naturally, the people had already made up their minds to ignore God’s answer and to do exactly what they felt like doing: run like crazy down to Egypt. When the pressure was on, they performed the first requirement of prayer admirably: they cried out to the Lord. But for the second half of prayer they had no stomach. They could not wait for an answer.


 


I know this was long. But it was so good. God is not fragile, that we must talk to Him as if He is easily hurt or angered (Neh 9:17; Ps. 103:8; Ps. 145:8; Joel 2:13; Jonah 4:2; Nahum 1:3). Our relationship with Him is not like we fear our relationship to be with our friends: tenuous or easily damaged. We fear rejection from them, but need not worry about that with Him, for if we come to Him, He will in no wise cast us out (John 6:37). It doesn’t say, if we come to him on eggshells, then He won’t reject us — there’s no qualifier like that here. Sure, it’s important to reverence God: the beginning of wisdom IS the fear of the Lord. But if you read Job, he had some not-so-delicate things to say to God, and God considered him righteous, even in the end after he’d had his say. Enough so that it was Job who had to sacrifice for his friends’ atonement. What a gentle saviour we serve and love. What else would we do for Him who loves us so much more than we can ever hope for from an earthly friend or family member?


Sorry so long — hope you kept with it.


Molly Draga

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